4.
Eben IV
Once in Major Bay 1, I continued to decline. The cerebrospinal fluid
(CSF)   glucose level   of  a   normal  healthy person  is  around  80  milligrams
per deciliter.  An  extremely   sick    person  in  imminent    danger  of  dying   from
bacterial   meningitis  can have    a   level   as  low as  20  mg/dl.
I   had a   CSF glucose level   of  1.  My  Glasgow Coma    Scale   was eight   out
of  fifteen,    indicative  of  a   severe  brain   illness,    and declined    further over
the next    few days.   My  APACHE  II  score   (Acute  Physiology  and Chronic
Health  Evaluation) in  the ER  was 18  out of  a   possible    71, indicating  that
the  chances     of  my  dying   during  that    hospitalization     were    about   30
percent.    More    specifically,   given   my  diagnosis   of  acute   gram-negative
bacterial   meningitis  and rapid   neurological    decline at  the outset, I’d had,
at  best,   only    about   a   10  percent chance  of  surviving   my  illness when    I
was  admitted    to  the     ER.     If  the     antibiotics     didn’t  kick    in,     the     risk    of
mortality    would   rise    steadily    over    the     next    few     days—till   it  hit     a
nonnegotiable   100 percent.
The  doctors     loaded  my  body    with    three   powerful    intravenous
antibiotics before  sending me  up  to  my  new home:   a   large   private room,
number  10, in  the Medical Intensive   Care    Unit,   one floor   above   the ER.
I’d been    in  these   ICUs    many    times   as  a   surgeon.    They    are where   the
absolute    sickest patients,   people  just    inches  from    death,  are placed, so
that    several medical personnel   can work    on  them    simultaneously. A   team
like    that,   fighting    in  complete    coordination    to  keep    a   patient alive   when
all  the     odds    are     against     them,   is  an  awesome     sight.  I   had     felt    both
enormous    pride   and brutal  disappointment  in  those   rooms,  depending   on
whether the patient we  were    struggling  to  save    either  made    it  or  slipped
from    our fingers.
Dr. Brennan and the rest    of  the doctors stayed  as  upbeat  with    Holley  as
they    could,  given   the circumstances.  This    didn’t  allow   for their   being   at
