source  meets   our needs   through people, places, and things.
This    concept is  a   very    hard    one for most    of  us  to  really
credit. We  tend    to  believe we  must    go  out and shake   a   few
trees   to  make    things  happen. I   would   not deny    that    shaking
a   few trees   is  good    for us. In  fact,   I   believe it  is  necessary.  I
call    it  doing   the footwork.   I   want    to  say,    however,    that    while
the footwork    is  necessary,  I   have    seldom  seen    it  pay off in  a
linear   fashion.    It  seems   to  work    more    like    we  shake   the
apple   tree    and the universe    delivers    oranges.
Time    and again,  I   have    seen    a   recovering  creative    do  the
footwork     of  becoming    internally  clear   and     focused     about
dreams   and     delights,   take    a   few     outward     steps   in  the
direction   of  the dream—only  to  have    the universe    fling   open
an  unsuspected door.   One of  the central tasks   of  creative
recovery    is  learning    to  accept  this    generosity.
THE VIRTUE TRAP
An   artist  must    have    downtime,   time    to  do  nothing.
Defending   our right   to  such    time    takes   courage,    conviction,
and resiliency. Such    time,   space,  and quiet   will    strike  our
family  and friends as  a   withdrawal  from    them.   It  is.
For an  artist, withdrawal  is  necessary.  Without it, the artist
in  us  feels   vexed,  angry,  out of  sorts.  If  such    deprivation
continues,  our artist  becomes sullen, depressed,  hostile.    We
eventually   became  like    cornered    animals,    snarling    at  our
