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Her companionship was like a warm soil about an exotic.
Many times she allowed the dark to fall upon them, refrain-
ing from lighting the lamp. The dark discreet room, their
isolation, the music that still vibrated in their ears united
them. This union exalted him, wore away the rough edges
of his character, emotionalised his mental life. Sometimes
he caught himself listening to the sound of his own voice.
He thought that in her eyes he would ascend to an angelical
stature; and, as he attached the fervent nature of his com-
panion more and more closely to him, he heard the strange
impersonal voice which he recognised as his own, insisting
on the soul’s incurable loneliness. We cannot give ourselves,
it said: we are our own. The end of these discourses was that
one night during which she had shown every sign of unusu-
al excitement, Mrs. Sinico caught up his hand passionately
and pressed it to her cheek.
Mr. Duffy was very much surprised. Her interpretation
of his words disillusioned him. He did not visit her for a
week, then he wrote to her asking her to meet him. As he
did not wish their last interview to be troubled by the in-
fluence of their ruined confessional they meet in a little
cakeshop near the Parkgate. It was cold autumn weather but
in spite of the cold they wandered up and down the roads
of the Park for nearly three hours. They agreed to break off
their intercourse: every bond, he said, is a bond to sorrow.
When they came out of the Park they walked in silence to-
wards the tram; but here she began to tremble so violently
that, fearing another collapse on her part, he bade her good-
bye quickly and left her. A few days later he received a parcel