c CUNYB/Clarke December, :
Once More into Battle:
The Leiden Theologians
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I shall ask only for justice. If I cannot obtain it, it seems best that I prepare
myself very calmly to retreat.
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winter of–was too cold for Descartes even to travel to The
Hague. His last visit there had been toward the end of November
, and he deferred his next trip for another four months, until the end
of March.As in the previous winter, this reluctance of a formerly
inveterate traveller was not due exclusively to the weather. He was also
beginning to feel old and infirm, and his thoughts turned once more to
considerations of mortality. Thus when Huygens mentioned the musical
compositions of their late friend Bannius, Descartes told him that he did
not value them highly, and then added: ‘If I die only of old age, I would
still like some day to write about musical theory.’At about the same
time, he told Picot about changes in his daily routine. He had reduced his
evening meal, he said, because his usual eating habits made him feel heavy
and disturbed his night’s sleep. That might have seemed trivial in other
circumstances. Now, however, Descartes thought it was a warning sign of
imminent ageing and a more reliable indicator of advancing years than his
grey hair.Baillet noticed a number of related symptoms of Descartes’
awareness of ageing. He lost interest in writing; he changed his long-
established pattern of working late into the night; and he limited overland
journeys to those he could complete with less physical effort.
During the last two or three years of his life, he seemed a little more opposed to the work
involved in writing....he gave time willingly, after dinner, to conversation with his
friends, to cultivating plants in his garden, or to walking. He previously liked physical
exercise well enough and he often took exercise during his recreation time. He used
to ride a horse willingly, even when it was possible to travel by barge on the canals.
However, his sedentary lifestyle made him so unaccustomed to this kind of effort that,