oxytocin is no doubt the dominant chemistry behind the spontaneous orgastic,
uterine contractions, that last for the duration of the particular form of Inner-
conjunction I call Sex with Eros. What makes this event different than a normal
Inner-conjunction is that along with the “10,000 Orgs” up the spine, there is a
continuous spontaneous super-orgasm of the vagina and uterus lasting around half
an hour. Men also experience a corresponding “sexual” event, in which traditionally
they talk about the sense of ejaculating up the spine (which of cause is a physical
impossibility). These sexually charged inner-conjunctions are more extreme and
pleasurable than any normal sex.
Directly following an inner-conjunction the body looks like it has been fried
or electrocuted; probably due to the fact that NO is a free radical gas. The body
is so electrically charged that one’s hair sticks out. Plus the irises of the eyes are lit
from within by an internal light. This is perhaps due to free electrons or photons
generated within super-charged proteins (See quote by Stuart Hameroff ). It
might also be due to extra cGMP from the radical NO metabolism of the inner-
conjunction, for cGMP is involved in retinal phototransduction. This heightened
flow of electrons through the interiors of protein molecules could be the source
behind the luminous glow (aura, halo, aureola) of spiritually lit individuals. When
kundalini and bliss is up, there will always be this concomitant glow to the skin.
The following day there is a shift into a massive contraction and autonomic shock
(White Shock), that is the opposite chemistry of the hyper-arousal and opening. It
stands to reason that if we are radically fired up by a free radical gas, that we would
“fall back down” in need of some serious R&R.
Obviously the validity of this theory will have to be confirmed by research, but
there is the slight problem of finding someone in an inner-conjunction while in a
kundalini research lab. Inner-conjunctions are spontaneous and only last half an
hour, so in order to study them they will have to be induced, and induced ones will
no doubt be different from the real thing. But NO in general should increase for
the duration of an awakening, for as long as the sex hormones are raised.
nitric oXiDe anD seX
NO and its associated release of vasopressin is obviously a major factor in the
phenomena of heart expansions during an awakening. It has been shown that
hemoglobin is a major transport vehicle for NO in blood. During sexual arousal
the brain sends impulses down the spinal cord to the nerves that serve the sex
organs. This triggers the production of NO to be released from blood vessel wall
(endothelium) in response to acetylcholine and other vasodilators, which causes
vasodilation and engorgement. As I mentioned before nitric oxide mediates the
formation of cGMP by glutamate stimulation and cGMP signals the smooth
muscles surrounding the arteries of the penis to relax and allow blood to flow into
the penis. Interference with the signaling of these messenger enzymes can lead to
erectile dysfunction. There is some indication that nitric oxide may also function
as a sex-enhancing neurotransmitter. I consider NO to be key in amplifying nerve
impulses on glutamate nerves, and probably is involved in the functioning of the