Projection
“True love takes its own course through uncharted territory. It knows no fences, has no
barriers or boundaries. It’s difficult to define, eludes modern measurement, and seems
scientifically wooly. But I know true love exists. I just can’t prove it.” David Buss
There is an extremely volatile and complex human predicament involved
with activated kundalini, perhaps more so than any other aspect of the human
experience. Kundalini awakening presents us with the raw edge of our existence,
because it involves the radical amplification, derepression, nexus and shakeup of
ourselves in relation to our world! Due to the power of Limbic Attractors and
since the hormonal chemistry of kundalini awakening is the similar romantic love,
only tenfold, it is very easy to assume one is in love with the teacher, Guru or
person that provides the initiation stimulus. In fact this transference cannot be
gotten over until the kundalini awakening itself has abated...for the heart, sex
and love sensations are synonymous with the inner image one has of the initiator
and probably wouldn’t have occurred without psycho-spiritual attraction to him
or her. Transference is the tendency to respond to particular others as if they were
figures from our past. Thus our Great Attractors are somehow the resolution in the
drama of our past history of desire, aversion and need.
Thomas Lewis et al say that through limbic resonance and regulation human
minds are joined together in a continuous exchange of influential signals.
“No individual can think his way around his own Attractors, since they are embedded
in the structure of thought. The limbic transmission of Attractors renders personal
identity partially malleable...as our Attractors activate certain limbic pathways, and
the brain’s inexorable memory mechanism reinforces them. Who we are and who
we become depends, in part, on whom we love.” 141 A General Theory of Love by
Thomas Lewis, M.D., Fari Amini, M.D., Richard Lannon, M.D.
If your kundalini awakening is in association with a Great Attractor or initiator
and think you are in love with this person, you probably are. But it is love at the
supra-sex level that is transcendent of normal sex. In supra-sex there is a radical
exaggeration of sexual chemistry as a furnace for the alchemy of transformation.
I suppose there have been plenty of people throughout history who have actually
had relationships in situations where supra-sex has arisen, but a relationship is not
necessary for the alchemy to proceed. If transference with a Limbic Attractor has
been the trigger the awakening will proceed without any further interaction. A
spark is all it takes to set your own chemistry rolling. I liken spiritual preceptors
(teachers) to being an antenna for soul/spirit and if you get around them your own
soul accelerates/amplifies, ones biology starts jumping around and new connections
are made. Being in Mr. Universal’s I experienced outrageous symptoms and a
radically altered sense of being, which I will never experience again. The work of
transference occurred on a biological and energetic level, and my body dissolved
itself at light-speed.
During a full-on awakening it is likely that you would project your awakened
Heart onto a spiritual leader as the sun and source of your own Self. Because we