112 | July⢠2018I SURVIVED A STROKEstroke:suddennumbnessorconfu-
sion trouble seeing or walking dizzi-
ness or severe headache. I also found
severaltests.Canyouraiseyour
arms?Canyousmile?Canyoumake
upandrepeatacompletesentence?
Iliftedmyarmsabovemyhead.I
smiled.
So I told myself youâre not having
astroke.
IfiguredIhaddonemyresearch
andstillfeelingtiredwentback
tobed.Ihadtheluthatwasital-
though the image of my uncoopera-
tivehandstillnaggedatthebackof
my mind. And I still felt odd ... per-
hapsalittlelight-headedordizzy.
About 4pm Pat came home. âYouâre
still in bed!â she remarked.
âYesâIadmitted.
âAreyoustillfeelingpoorly?â
âYes.â
âDoyouthinkweshouldheadinto
emergency?â
âNoâ I insisted. âIâve probably got
thelu.Iâdbewastingtheirtime.â
AnotherhourpassedandIstillfelt
âoddâandabitnervousthatmysymp-
toms persisted. Finally Pat insisted
weheadforthehospital.Shedropped
meofwhileshewenttoparkthecar.
I weaved my way into reception myIstoodinthedoorwayofthebath-
roomofourhomeinVancouver
Island Canada watching my wife
Patpreparetogoouttolunchwith
friends.AsIleanedagainstthedoor
jamb and took in an eyeful of the
woman I have loved for close to half
acenturysayinggoodbyeandtelling
hertohavefunIfeltabitodd.Not
nauseatedorfaintsimplyoddinside
myself.Perhapsabitweak.Nothing
outoftheordinarythatabrieflie
down wouldnât cure.
So I bid my wifeau revoirand
sprawledoutonthebed.Idriftedto
sleep.WhenIawoketwohourshad
passed. I staggered to my feet and
thoughtIâvegottogetsomework
done.Imademywaytomystudysat
down at my computer and noticed
myrighthandwassluggish.Myin-
gers were moving in slow motion.
Ipaused.Thiswasdefinitely
strange. I had developed the habit of
searchingtheWebforthepeculiar
thingshappeningtomybodyasI
gotolder.Sowithoutthinkingâand
IâmnotsurewhyIdidthisâItyped
âstrokeâintoGoogle.IcanâtsaywhyI
typedâstrokeâandnotâluâorâLyme
diseaseâ or âheart attackâ.
I found the common symptoms forN
OONEWANTSTOBELIEVETHATINAMATTEROF
hourstheycouldbelaidlowbyastrokelyinginbed
barely able to move or talk. But it happened to Ron
Smith. Here he describes the devastating attack and
his long and unpredictable road to recovery.