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TarathroughAustralianeyes:adynamicandengaged
womanWhen I
askedparticipants
in the research
whetherGreenTara‘sgender
orfemaleness
wasimportant
tothem,allresponded
withadefinitiveyes.Diane,
fromVaJrayana
Institute.said:
‘Ohabsolutely,
she‘safemaleBuddha.‘
Lisa,fromtheSakya
group.said:‘Absolutely.‘Elise.from
theTaraDhatugroup,responded
tothe
question
inamanner
thatindicatedshethought
theanswerwascompletely
obvious,
saying,withemphasis,
‘ofcourse‘.Funheremphasizing
thesignificance
of
Tara‘sgender,
Tara‘svowtobefemalewasretold
orreferredto
inthreeoutofthe
fourfocusgroups.Sabrinafromthe
Tara
Dhatugroup
delightedinthe factthat
‘Tarachosetomanifestinthelemalc
fonn'.Withhigh-spiritedbody
languageandenthusiasticallysupportedby
other
membersofthefocusgroup,Sabrina
retellsTara'svow:‘Byjeez,bygolly,
fromhereon
till I‘llbein
thefemaleform.‘
Shegoesontosay,‘moreandmorethesacredness
ofwomen‘s
livesisn‘tbeing
honouredyouknowwethinkit
is.butit‘snot.‘
Sabrinafeltthat
Tara‘svowtobe
femalecouldhelpbring
aboutagreaterrespectforwomen.Lisa,.
from
theSakya
group,liked thefact that Tara ‘bucked thesystem‘.
According
toLisa:
‘Whenthe
monkssaidtoTarayou‘llneverbecomeenlightened
asawoman,
Tarasays.“bull¥!YesIwill,andI‘llkeepreturning
asawomanjusttoprove
it.
Lisa
relatesTara‘s‘bucking
of
thesystem‘toherownformativeyearsgrowmg
upinAustralia.
Shesays:‘[W]e[the
otherfocusgroupmembers]grewup
intheerawhereit[power
relationsbetween
menandwomen]
waschanging
andyouhadtotight
thesystemtohelp
makeitchange.‘
For
Diane,fromthe
Gelug
group,
practisingTarawas
‘aboutdrawing
outmore
thefemininesideinaculturethat‘sverymasculinefocused'rThe
datarevealedthatTara‘s
femalegender
wasasignificantcharacteristicforalltheparticipants.
Thiswasamplified
bythefactthatshedeliberately
chosetobe
female.in
conflictwiththeconventionally
heldassumption
ofthetimethatamalebody
was
superior.TheValueofTarabeing
femalewasinpartseenasameans‘for
womenand‘thefeminine‘tobe
honouredandrecognized
insociety.
For
Elise.Tarawasimportant
becausevisualizing
andcontemplating‘images
ofenlightened
women'was
apowerfulwaytocontrast
thoseimages,
whichputa‘slantonwomen‘.Althoughallthewomen
affirmedthevalueofTara‘sgender
andtheneedforempowered
female
deities.theparticipants
heldmixedfeelingsaboutfeminism.Lessthanhalf
oftheparticipants
identifiedasfeminists,Somesawfeminismin
apositive
lightand
othersinaneutralway.Joan.whodidnotconsiderherselfa
feminist
said,‘Iconsider
feminismtobeapolarized
viewoflifeanddon‘tletsuchviewsinfluencehowI
conduct
my
wayoflife.‘Yetshe
wasnonetheless
inspiredby
Tara,asshewasapowerfuland
strongwoman,Donna
saidthatwhatshelikedaboutTara
andeasternfemaledeitiesisthattheyare
‘sirong
ferociousattractingandpacifying‘.
Donnawentontosaythatinher
background.
referring
toChristianity
andwestem
culture.the
depictionofwomanwas ‘50divided and
thatwasthe
beauty
ofdiscovering
theeasternGreenTarainAustralia 55wayoflookingatthings
thatitcouldallbeunited.Ididn‘thavetopush
one[disposition]awaytohaveanother‘.
Throughthismultiplicity,DonnafindsthatGreenTara‘gives
us[women]permission
toempowerandliberateourselves‘fromlimitedfemaleidentities.Anotherprominent
themetoemergein the focusgroups,asevidenced inDonna'searlier
statement,wasthemultipleand oil
contradictorycharacter-isticsthatTaraembodied.Thiswasseenassomethingquite
distincttoTaraandsomethingtheyhadnotencounteredintheirownculturalsymbols
(Chrianorsecular),Tara’smultiplicitywasdescribedinthemainprayerusedin'l‘ararituals.the
‘Twenty-OnePraisestoTara”.TheprayeroutlinesthecharacteristicsandactivitiesofZl Taras.Eachverseinthepraise
isdedicatedtoadifferent
Tara,althoughallTurasareconsideredtobeemanationsofthecentralTara,GreenTara,One
Tara,forexample,
embodiespeaceful
means.Sheisdescribedas‘theblissful.virtuous,
peacefulone,shewhoactsfromwithinnirvana‘s
serenity‘(Philbedge2003:
7).AnotherTaraisfiercelywrathful,shewhovanquishes
greatfearsandmightydevils,
simplywith‘awrathfultwistofherlotusface‘
(Philbedge2003:
7).InreferencetoTara‘smultiplicity,
SabrinasaidthatTara‘sexpression
of‘nllthosedifferent
aspects‘and‘seeing
that allthoseaspects
arevalid‘createsa‘senseofstrength‘.thatoffsetsthe‘hundredsofyearsofwhatwe‘vebeentoldwomenare'.‘Honoun'ng
thosediverseaspects‘,
according
to
Sabrina."
wayof
offsettinglimitednotionsofwomanhood.Sabrina‘suseol‘Taratoresist‘whzttwe’vebeentoldwomenare‘echoesFoucault‘snotionto‘refusewhatweare’
(Foucault1982:216;Simons1995:
2)
meaningthatindividualsshouldrefusetobetiedtomodesofbeingthatotherssubject
themto.ThewayinwhichGreenTarawasusedtoalterparticipants‘
identitiesreflectedwhatFoucaultcalled‘newtechniquesorpractices
oftheself‘.Foucaultdescribespractices
ofthe
self,as‘a
treasuryof
devices,techniques,ideasandprocedures‘
(Foucault
l984a:
349).Foucault
regardedthesepractices
assignificantinmodifyingpowerrelations.Hepaints
thesignificances
ofthesenewpractices
oftheselflikethis:Thecritical
ontologyofourselveshastoheconsidered
not,
certainly,asatheory,a
doctrine,norevenasapermanentbodyofknowledge
thatisaccumu-lating:ithastobeconceivedofasanattitude.an
ethos,aphilosophical
lifeinwhichthecritiqueofwhatweareisatoneandthesametimethehistoricalanalysisofthelimitsthatareimposed
onusandanexperiment
withthepossi-
bilityofgningbeyond
thcm.(Foucault
l984b:407])
Enactingandidentifying
withTara
throughtheritualpracticeprovided
womenwitha
techniqueformodifying
theselfbyattempting
toadoptqualities
andsubjectivilies
thattheymay
nototherwisehaveadopted.
Indoing
so,Tarapractice
appeared
toenablethemtotestthelimitsofwomanhoodthathadbeenimposed
onthem.Aparticular
wayin
whichTaradisrupted
thewomen‘sprevious
notionsofwomanhoodwasthrough
the
incorporationofwrathinherrepertoire
ofbeing.