said:
“He’s ashamed of himself, because he left you when you
were three, did nothing for you, and you ended up being
very successful without him, and then you buy him stuĉ.
You are not only a better person than he is, but you are
kind and responsible where he is not, and you’re providing
where he did not. Not just as his child, but as a woman,
providing for him. Your goodness holds up a mirror to his
ugliness, and that is too painful for him, so he has to project
this onto you, by saying you make him feel less about
himself. It’s nothing you did. It’s guilt.”
I don’t get it. I don’t get it, ’cause he’s my dad, and
whatever he asks for, he can have it. Isn’t that what you’re
supposed to do for your parents?
I don’t know. I just know that I was crying all day after
he left. I was crying all day, because I just felt like that
abandoned three-year-old girl again. I felt horrible.
All I wanted was for my father to be there with me. I
didn’t care about none of that other stuff.
Watch Yo Back
When I was twenty-three, I was staying at one of my
grandma’s properties. I told my grandma I’d take care of the
property, so she’d let me stay there for free.
One day, I was getting ready to leave from the house to
go to a party, and I had a cute little outmt on. All of a
sudden, I heard this loud-ass knocking on the door.