Self-Realization and Other Awakenings

Unfortunately, these waves of love and bliss
accompanied by almost endless whole body orgasms
are always followed by periods of a return to the
ordinary world, followed by periods of intense
negative emotions, hostility, fears and jealousy.
But this has to happen you see. This movement
towards self is cyclic; the good and bad are
intertwined.
Eventually though, one awakens to the fact that
even underneath the most paranoid delusion,
underneath the psychotic core being relived, is the
Self, is bliss and ecstasy, and orgasms. The Self is
rewarding the body, so to speak, and encouraging the
subject ever onwards to deeper levels of devotion and
surrender, and with it comes a full acceptance of one’s
psychotic parts and one’s wild sexuality which makes
you feel like a tiger.
All conventions are blown away. All concepts are
vaporized in one’s bliss being, and you become utterly
self-assured and free from anyone else’s concepts,
including eventually even those of your guru, for you
yourself have come into yourself, as the Self of all.
This Bhaktic path combined with Tantric elements
is wild and the faint hearted need not apply.