Mathematics of Awakening
- caUsation: First there is prenatal and birth experience and development,
which forms the original archetypal karmic template. - reGUlaton: Second there is orbitofrontal connection to the limbic
system built through affect-regulation (bonding) with the primary caregiver. - aDaPtation: (Family) Then there is years of socio-emotional
development built in direct response and adaptation to the Causation and
Regulation stages. - inDiViDUation: Differential in growth promotes a psychosomatic
tension between the old patterning and the new, which is felt as yearning
and seeking. - QUest: This tension forces the individual to go on a (Hero’s) spiritual
journey to find the limbic Attractors that trigger dissolution/reconstruction
in order to resolve the tension. - PertUrBation: Then there has to be a disinhibition or letting go of
the general adaptation patterns. The psychic tension itself can trigger this
penetration of repressive mechanisms. Other triggers include—romantic
love, proximity to or shaktipat from a Guru, drugs, acute shock, spiritual
practices... - aWaKeninG: A flowering of consequences occurs in a massive cataclysmic
release of the tension stored in the growth differential, as the Universe Being
emerges from the conditioned cocoon. - DissolUtion: Followed by dissolution of former structures and
patterns—meltdown, collapse, crisis, Dark Nights, Die-offs. The various
kinds of dark night have their own specific chemistry that is in perfect
correspondence to the up-cycle chemistry. - reFormation: New contemporary networks are built and substantiated
with use, showing greater phylogenic and ontogenic integration between the
parts. With the restructuring of the primary matrix the tension of energy
differential disappears leading to non-seeking and equanimity. - realiZation: Transcendence of inner outer animalistic and worldly
pulls and pushes means that energy and consciousness is available for higher
dharmic persuits. The genius of the individual and their artistry of life
comes to the fore and is manifest.
Having died to our former nature through the initiation unity, or the Rite of
the Center...there is a reanimation of the senses and a cleansing of perception. The
vasanas or woeful memories of the collective unconscious are burnt off in purifying
fires of kundalini. Freeing us from the emotional pain of Karmas, thereby allowing
a Kosmic lucidity or transcendental perception. This scintillating transcendental