of  coma    patients,   33–34,   90 ,   105–7
            coping  with    diagnosis,  137–39
            hospital    vigil   of, 97–101
            messages    from,    37 ,    101 ,   137
            and one’s   identity,    34 ,   66–67
            other   (angels),   95–96
            reliance    on,  36
            as  source  of  stability,   34 ,    53fantasies:
in  author’s    return  to  earth,  115–19,  135 ,  185–86
grief-induced,   138
in  ICU psychosis,   118
NDEs    thought to  be,  141
reality vs.,     41 ,    138
flying:
in  author’s    coma    experience, 39–40
author’s    dreams  of,  1 ,     159
in  sailplanes, 1–2,     61
and skydiving,  2–6,     61 ,    85 ,    116 ,  118–19
free    will,    48 ,    81 ,   83–84
Gateway,     70
images  in,  38 ,    71 ,    84 ,    102 ,   109
lessons learned in,  81
memories    of,  68 ,    131 ,   147 ,   151
ultra-reality   of,  78 ,    117 ,   185
Girl    on  Butterfly   Wing,   40–41
as  author’s    biological  sister,  169
as  guide/guardian  angel,   47 ,    68 ,    102 ,   104 ,   163
message from,    41 ,    71 ,    109
Glasgow Coma    Scale,   25
God:
all-knowing,    159–61