The spiritual life

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The Perfect Man.^257


one hour?"-but no human hand may clasp


anotherinthatGethsemaneofdesolation.


When this darkness of human desertion is


overpast, then, despite the shrinking of the

humannature from the cup,comesthe deeper


darknessofthehourwhenagulfseemstoopen


between the Fatherand the Son,betweenthe


lifeembodiedandthelifeinfinite. TheFather,


who wasyetrealised inGethsemanewhenall


humanfriendswereslumbering,isveiledinthe


passionoftheCross. It isthebitterest of all

theordealsofthe Initiate,wheneventhecon-


sciousnessofthelifeof sonship islost,andthe


hourofthe hoped-for triumphbecomesthatof


the deepest ignominy. He sees his enemies


exultantaroundhim; heseeshimselfabandoned


by his friends and his lovers; he feels the


divinesupport crumbleawaybeneathhisfeet;


and hedrinkstothe lastdrop the cup of soli-


tude,of isolation,no contactwith manorGod


bridging the void in which hangs his helpless


soul. Then from the heart that feels itself


desertedevenbythe Fatherringsoutthecry:


"MyGod! myGod! whyhastThouforsaken


me?


Whythislastproof,thislastordeal,thismost


cruel of all illusions? Illusion,for the dying
Christisnearestofalltothedivine Heart.
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