I wanted to see Isaiah again, I wanted his tender look to comfort me
again, to feel at peace again. The books had helped me to know that
there were other people trying to find answers to the same questions as
me and that they had followed a path of their own to try to answer
them. However, they also made me think of many more questions
which I wrote down in a notebook, mentally going over them from time
to time, so that I would be able to remember them if I had the
opportunity to see Isaiah again. Although it was hard to admit it, I
needed Isaiah to continue to explain, to clarify doubts, because that
young elderly man had succeeded for the first time in making
somebody ́s answers touch me very deeply. Besides, he made me feel
so good, so loved! I was still sceptical but something inside me told me
that I was on the right track. So I started doing the relaxation exercises
again, hoping to get in touch with Isaiah once more. And I left my
body again. This time I didn ́t have to make such a big effort. After only
five sessions I was out there. I experienced the same sensation again,
the same journey. And there he was. He was waiting for me again, with
a smile on his face and with the same tender look as the first time.
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